ALL I FEEL IS YOU

THE FALL

I see myself
Colliding into doubt
And only time will tell
If I have what it takes to make this one count

So how can I just look you in your eyes and tell a lie
After all there’s nothing left to hide
But fear can only measure how hard you break
It’s a give and take
So make up your mind

Cause I don’t want to hurt you anymore
I think I’ve fallen harder than ever before
And if I can’t have you then I can have myself to blame
Because I know we’ll never be the same
If only I could hold you for one more night
Just know that I would for those few seconds it feels like you are mine

And still I try my best
Oh just to face the fact that I can never take a back a god damn thing
But you got to stay proud of the life you live
When you’ve really nothing left to give
A fixed image cannot erase
All the love that you’ve misplaced

Cause I don’t want to hurt you anymore
I think I’ve fallen harder than ever before
And if I can’t have you then I can have myself to blame
Because I know we’ll never be the same
If only I could hold you for one more night
Just know that I would for those few seconds it feels like you are mine

And all along the fault was my own
There’s not a second of a memory that I don’t recall
Even if you’ve lost your faith in me
Promise to never lose your faith in the life you seek

And all along the fault was my own
There’s not a second of a memory that I don’t recall
Even if you’ve lost your faith in me
Promise to never lose your faith in the life you seek

Cause I don’t want to hurt you anymore
I think I’ve fallen harder than ever before
And if I can’t have you then I can have myself to blame
Because I know we’ll never be the same
If only I could hold you for one more night
Just know that I would for those few seconds it feels like you are mine

In all this desperation I fear there's nothing I could say
To win this fight
Cause you hesitate much more than I could ever estimate
And that's alright
Cause I'm not insane, I'm only a fool for you
But I couldn't stay away, yeah even if I wanted to
So what am I supposed to do

You don't have to be the one to lose
You don't have to be the one to tell a lie
You don't have to be the one to choose
You don't have to be the one to say goodbye
And I don't have to be the one to take all this
Time you've wasted being dishonest
But I will not be the one who never got the chance to change your mind

Again I'm all alone and left without a reason
To hope you learn, to watch you turn a blind eye to a feeling
So this is the only chance that you'll get to see this through
My eyes before I believe in something better than you

I'm all out of life, babe
It's all gone sideways
Tell me, how can I keep this a secret
When you couldn't either
It's funny how we ended up here
So fucked up and full of fear

You don't have to be the one to lose
You don't have to be the one to tell a lie
You don't have to be the one to choose
You don't have to be the one to say goodbye
And I don't have to be the one to take all this
Time you've wasted being dishonest
But I will not be the one who never got the chance to change your mind

Again I'm all alone and left without a reason
To hope you learn, to watch you turn a blind eye to a feeling
So this is the only chance that you'll get to see this through
My eyes before I believe in something better than you

Believe in something better than you
Believe in something better than you

Again I'm all alone and left without a reason
To hope you learn, to watch you turn a blind eye to a feeling
So this is the only chance that you'll get to see this through
My eyes before I believe in something better than you

Something better than you, something better than you
Something better than you
Believe in something better than you
Something better than you, something better than you
Something better than you
Believe in something better than you
Something better than you, something better than you
Something better than you
Believe in something better than you

SOMETHING BETTER

Everyone's been asking me
Who the hell are you fighting for
I guess I can't stand to be wrong
God knows I've been wrong before

But I could stand on my two feet
And just dream my whole life away
So go on and make me a martyr
Do you really think it'd change a damn thing
I know you know the answer

So please don't even try

Cause I'm not afraid to say I'm alive
Through all of this pain still I can't find a reason to die
So if I'm not suffering the same fate I've always seemed to mistake for happiness
Well then I can truly say that I'm done with hiding these scars
And wake up with nothing but faith in who we are

And everything that we'll never be
Yeah you can have what's left of me but in time
You'll only have me to blame

So take all the time that you need to and I will be there
Through anything, everything and more
I will stop your heart from breaking and start with every waking
Moment that there was something I could never see

Cause I'm not afraid to say I'm alive
Through all of this pain still I can't find a reason to die
So if I'm not suffering the same fate I've always seemed to mistake for happiness
Well then I can truly say that I'm done with hiding these scars
And wake up with nothing but faith in who we are

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are
Who we are
Who we are
This is who we are

WHO WE ARE

I lay down
In your eyes
In your arms
With your lies
I forgive
But never forget
Do you feel 
No regret

And it's been so long since I could say
Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away
I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself
I feel it every time my heart beats for you
And no one else

And you are a beautiful disaster
But our love has faded faster
Than we could ever understand
That blood is on your hands
And I felt the end was upon us
Sooner than your honesty
Can you feel me

Bleeding memories of your ghost
It hurts for a moment but then it just goes
Feeding into all your lies another fucking excuse
Leaves me with alibis
Deceiving me again and again
I'm not asking you to feel an ounce of guilt
I'm evening the odds on my own terms
Using the hand you've dealt

There's nothing left to lose
All I feel is you
And now there's nothing left to prove
All I feel is you

And it's been so long since I could say
Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away
I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself
I feel it every time my heart beats for you
And no one else 

WHAT COULD BE WORSE

I used to think of love as an impossible defeat
As if I had a point of view that no one else could see
But it takes one to know one and you are just like me

At least that's what I would think when we'd go driving in your car
Listening to the songs that we hold close to the heart
But our hearts were on our sleeves and it only ever leaves us in the dark

And I've been blessed with this feeling that you've labeled a curse
You say that I've been cruel to you, you tell me that it hurts
But all I wanna know is what could be worse

Than small talk about your girlfriends
And love lost on a flame still burning
But I'm not gonna waste another moment
Picking you up while you put me down

You say you've laid down your life just a few too many times
You've waited for that someone but those stars don't align
At least you have me, your best friend and nothing more than that right
But who'd you call when you were drunk last night

And I know I'm a fool
For wasting even a breath on you
But I must admit
Yeah, this is poetic justice at it's finest

I'm blessed with this feeling that you've labeled a curse
You say that I've been cruel to you, you tell me that it hurts
But all I wanna know is what could be worse

Than small talk about your girlfriends
And love lost on a flame still burning
But I'm not gonna waste another moment
Picking you up while you put me down
So let go, it's time for you to see that I don't
I don't need you, believe me
That all this time that I've been afraid to say what I mean
I knew your sorry heart could never change

Yeah all I want to know is what could be worse
Yeah all I want to know is what could be worse

Than small talk about your girlfriends
And love lost on a flame still burning
But I'm not gonna waste another moment
Picking you up while you put me down
So let go, it's time for you to see that I don't
I don't need you, believe me
That all this time that I've been afraid to say what I mean
I knew your sorry heart could never change